Louise doesn't want to fake it any more

The star admits she’s had her rock bottom moments since the end of her marriage to Jamie

- Kat Romero

Almost four years on from the end of her 19-year marriage to Jamie Redknapp, Louise Redknapp has revealed her regret over the split, admitting that it had sent her into a downward spiral and that she’d even contemplated taking her own life.

But a source has revealed to new that despite the shockwaves caused by Louise’s revelations, not least for her ex Jamie, she felt the need to finally be honest.

“Being able to admit her regrets and sadness is like therapy. She has to accept it all to move on– she’s been faking it and putting on a brave face, but she doesn’t want to fake it any more. She wants to be true to herself and she hopes it might help others who are going through the same pain.”

The source went on, “Louise was hiding just how much she was struggling, but she’s finally admitting how she really feels.”

However, her revelations have shocked Jamie – who went public with model girlfriend Frida Andersson-Lourie in August last year – and left him wondering why she couldn’t admit this sooner.