Allison Holker: "I Talk to Him Every Night"

IN AN EMOTIONAL INTERVIEW, STEPHEN "TWITCH" BOSS' WIDOW SHARES HOW SHE KEEPS HIM CLOSE.

NEARLY five months after the tragic suicide of her husband, Stephen “tWitch” Boss, Allison Holker continues to grieve. The 35-year-old, sitting down with the Today show’s Hoda Kotb, grew emotional remembering the man she called “magical,” revealing how difficult it’s been to accept that her spouse of nine years and dad of three, is gone. “I talk to him every night,” the So You Think You Can Dance alum shared. “Sometimes it’s just like, ‘I took the kids to school.’ Sometimes it’s deeper, a little bit heavy.” Describing her sorrow, she said, “If I’m feeling this much pain, it’s because I’ve had so much love.”