TULISA Contostavlos says N-Dubz bandmate Fazer was her one true love and hints she might have had enough of showbiz.
The singer, 36, has opened up about her rollercoaster life, including caring for her sick mum growing up and her early relationships with men.
She said: "My safe space was Fazer, like my safety blanket. He was the person that loved me, he was the only person that deserved it, because that is real. That's real to this day.
"We love each other like family. It doesn't matter if it's not romantic any more.
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