Let me clarify: five people I loved who died and I didn't mind seeing their bodies. It made me realize what I see is just an object; an inanimate plank even a loving hand can't bring to life ever again; the person I loved is just not there.
For two I sat watching that last gasp and felt guiltily relieved.
And that's what I'm used to as a journalist for half a century now: guilt.
Guilt because I never spoke up for the bloodied body parts, the bodies under foil covers, the little girl with staring eyes and the safety pin her mom pushed through her windpipe.
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