By day two, I realised I hated being on my own in a boat. All I could see for miles around was the ocean – I was completely on my own and would be that way for another 74 days.
I knew I couldn’t quit, but in those desperate early days crossing the Atlantic, I even considered trying to break one of my bones, just so I could be rescued. Every morning I’d get up and think, “I can’t do this. I can’t go on.” But then I would say to myself, “But what choice do I have? I’ve got nothing else to do except row this boat.” And slowly the days built up and, before I knew it, I was two weeks in and things started to get better.
My journey to get to the start line in the Canary Islands for this 3,000-mile race to Antigua had been almost 20 years in the making. When I was 26 and aiming to be a three-day eventer in the Olympics, a freak accident derailed my dreams. I was at my stables in Cheshire when a huge bale of hay fell on top of my head. My whole body was compressed by the weight, forcing my foot out at a right angle and causing the bottom of my leg to shatter. My leg was nearly amputated, but the surgeons saved it and I ended up on crutches for nine months. The bones in my ankle fused together, so I could no longer flex it, meaning my horse riding dream was taken away from me.
For 10 years I struggled to accept my injury, but my mindset started to change after I climbed Kilimanjaro in 2010. I was slow, I kept falling over, and I thought I was holding my fellow climbers back, but at the end, they gave me the Hard As Nails award. I realized what I had to conquer was my mind, not my body.
This story is from the May 25, 2020 edition of New UK.
Start your 7-day Magzter GOLD free trial to access thousands of curated premium stories, and 9,000+ magazines and newspapers.
Already a subscriber ? Sign In
This story is from the May 25, 2020 edition of New UK.
Start your 7-day Magzter GOLD free trial to access thousands of curated premium stories, and 9,000+ magazines and newspapers.
Already a subscriber? Sign In
CAN LINDA SINK ANY FURTHER?
EastEnders' troubled Linda Carter hits the bottle again and faces some tough love when friends fear she has reached rock bottom
STAKING THEIR REPUTATION
Pals Stephen Mulhern and Holly Willoughby have teamed up to bring Saturday night TV classic You Bet! back to our screens
SOOTHE YOUR WINTER SKIN
From dry flaky skin to chapped lips, the colder weather brings with it a host of issues for your skin. Here's what can help
WE FEEL SO GRATEFUL
Emma Eyre, 39, says her nine-yearold daughter Eden is excited about Christmas this year, thanks to the team at Great Ormond Street Hospital who helped her after she was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer
'Sickness didn't stop the season of goodwill'
Christmas is for spending time with loved ones, but some families have to navigate hospital stays while trying to keep the festive magic alive
Time to say no to phones for kids?
Brianna Ghey's mum speaks out about her daughter's murder as she shares her fears over children using smartphones
'I hope I will find true love again'
Two years after splitting from her fiancé, broadcaster Vanessa Feltz tells new about her wishes for Christmas and the future
I finally feel like I've figured myself out
The X Factor's Janet Devlin on her mental health struggles and new country album
Coleen 'won't forgive Becky'
As Rebekah Vardy appears to offer an olive branch to her nemesis, a source tells new that Coleen Rooney will never get over their dispute
´All I want is a beautiful baby with Jordan'
Sophie Kasaei chats about the obstacles that have got in the way of her plans to have a baby with Jordan Brook