THE LOVE FRACTURES YOU
Esquire|April - May 2021
As one of the twentieth century’s greatest writers, Philip Roth chronicled male lust and erotic life with unflinching honesty. At the start of his career, the twenty-eight-year- old’s personal life was in shambles. Seeking an escape from a troubled marriage, Roth fell into a series of affairs. None would save him. An exclusive first look at an extraordinary new biography.
Blake Bailey
THE LOVE FRACTURES YOU

PHILIP ROTH’S FIRST MARRIAGE WAS A DISASTER. In 1956, as a twenty-three-year-old instructor at the University of Chicago, Roth had met Maggie Martinson, a campus secretary who was almost five years his senior and had two children from a previous marriage. Two and a half years into their chaotic, on-again, off-again relationship, Roth tried to end things once and for all; at the time, his first book, Goodbye, Columbus, was about to be published, which would lead to his becoming the youngest-ever winner of the National Book Award, at age twenty-six. In desperation, Maggie lied that she was pregnant, and when Roth asked her to get a rabbit test, she found an obviously pregnant woman in Tompkins Square Park and paid her two or three dollars for a jar of urine. Almost three years later—as recounted in the excerpt here—the couple were married and living with Maggie’s troubled eleven-year-old daughter, Helen (a pseudonym), in Iowa City, where Roth taught at the Writers’ Workshop and struggled to finish his first full-length novel, Letting Go.

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