Telegram radicalised me...but I managed to break free
The Independent|August 12, 2024
The app is in the news for its role in the riots. Ex-users tell Zoë Beaty how they fell down the rabbit hole, then woke up
Zoë Beaty
Telegram radicalised me...but I managed to break free

One link. A click. A curious statement – “What they don’t want you to know!” It’s 2020 and Leila Hay is in her room, at the back of her parent’s terraced house in Hull, unaware that she’s about to fall down a rabbit hole. Before now she’s never heard of the social media app Telegram, or 4chan – an anonymous posting board that quickly became the home of internet subculture, and conspiracy. Soon, it would take the next year of her life.

“I saw a rambling post on pizzagate,” she explains – a famous, completely false theory about a child sex ring run from the basement of a pizzeria in Washington DC.

“To be honest, I was afraid,” she says. “I was petrified, actually. I kept reading, needing to know more. Because if all of this – what I was reading – was true, it would completely reshape my world.”

Within just a few weeks Hay, who was studying at university, was reading screenshots of Hillary Clinton’s emails, convinced she was a paedophile. She quickly began to believe posts predicting that Donald Trump was going to come forward with serious allegations and arrest warrants for “pretty much every celebrity, for child endangerment”, Hay says.

“There were accusations against celebrities, the media… for horrific crimes against children. Everyone thought I was crazy.” But, quickly, Hay was fully invested in the fantasies of the farright world, which, even off the app, were often disseminated as screenshots from Telegram. “In a way I was smug – you see yourself as above others. You’re told that others are just naive to any other possibilities.”

Over the last two weeks, Telegram has been noticeably present in headlines and discussion around the far-right riots. It was screenshots of this app that circulated from fascists organising gang violence in towns around the country; onTwitter/X, users perpetuating violence directed their followers to Telegram.

This story is from the August 12, 2024 edition of The Independent.

Start your 7-day Magzter GOLD free trial to access thousands of curated premium stories, and 9,000+ magazines and newspapers.

This story is from the August 12, 2024 edition of The Independent.

Start your 7-day Magzter GOLD free trial to access thousands of curated premium stories, and 9,000+ magazines and newspapers.

MORE STORIES FROM THE INDEPENDENTView All
'Fight days are for fighting, not chatting to each other'
The Independent

'Fight days are for fighting, not chatting to each other'

This Saturday, Joshua Buatsi will share a card with his friend Anthony Joshua for the fourth time, boxing Willy Hutchinson for an interim title at Wembley. Alex Pattle gets the lowdown

time-read
4 mins  |
September 17, 2024
F1 title opening could prove to be Norris's only chance
The Independent

F1 title opening could prove to be Norris's only chance

Under the afternoon sun on Saturday in the Azerbaijani capital of Baku, it felt like the moment the drivers’ title slipped away from Lando Norris.

time-read
3 mins  |
September 17, 2024
The Man City hearing must answer these two questions
The Independent

The Man City hearing must answer these two questions

Amid all of the uncertainty around the Manchester City investigation, there is one view that can be stated with confidence as it finally gets under way.

time-read
4 mins  |
September 17, 2024
Super clubs have nothing to fear from Uefa's shake-up
The Independent

Super clubs have nothing to fear from Uefa's shake-up

As a new Champions League format makes its debut today, Miguel Delaney looks at what it means for the competition

time-read
5 mins  |
September 17, 2024
Final messages from Titan before implosion revealed
The Independent

Final messages from Titan before implosion revealed

“All good here.”

time-read
2 mins  |
September 17, 2024
New Zealand's bird of the year picked up by a penguin
The Independent

New Zealand's bird of the year picked up by a penguin

A rare, smelly and yellow-eyed penguin species has been crowned New Zealand’s bird of the year for the second time in less than a decade.

time-read
3 mins  |
September 17, 2024
Death toll rises as floods devastate central Europe
The Independent

Death toll rises as floods devastate central Europe

The death toll across central Europe from the worst flooding in decades has risen to at least 16 after Storm Boris brought a month’s worth of rain in just 24 hours.

time-read
2 mins  |
September 17, 2024
Germany reimposes border controls to tackle migration
The Independent

Germany reimposes border controls to tackle migration

Germany has reintroduced checks on all nine of its land borders in a move that has angered a number of its neighbours – but brought praise from the far right.

time-read
3 mins  |
September 17, 2024
Putin boosts troop numbers as missiles pummel Ukraine
The Independent

Putin boosts troop numbers as missiles pummel Ukraine

President Vladimir Putin yesterday ordered the regular size of the Russian army to increase by 180,000 troops to 1.5 million soldiers, the third time he has expanded its ranks since sending the military into Ukraine in February 2022.

time-read
3 mins  |
September 17, 2024
'I figured he must be either dead or in prison by now...'
The Independent

'I figured he must be either dead or in prison by now...'

Those who know Ryan Routh talk of his previous 'escapades'

time-read
7 mins  |
September 17, 2024