TWO BABIES BUT I ONLY GAVE BIRTH TO ONE
WOMAN'S OWN|August 29, 2022
After Amanda Webb, 45, discovered that her surrogate was pregnant she had some shocking news of her own
LUCY LAING, ASHLEIGH PAGE
TWO BABIES BUT I ONLY GAVE BIRTH TO ONE

Clutching my husband Ryan’s hand, I listened in disbelief as the doctor explained I had cervical cancer and would need chemotherapy. But it was the next words that really made my head spin – the treatment could possibly leave me infertile. In an instant, my dreams of being a mum were swept away. I was only 36.

It was January 2012 and Ryan, then 36, and I had been married for just over a year and were desperate to be parents.

Only now, we were forced to put those plans on hold as I was booked in for three rounds of chemotherapy and then a radical trachelectomy, where the cervix is removed but the womb left intact to give me the best chance possible of falling pregnant.

With my womb still in place, a small part of me still dreamt of holding a baby in my arms and watching them grow.

And in May that year, when I was given the all-clear, I felt determined. ‘I want us to at least try,’ I said to Ryan. ‘Whatever it takes,’ he agreed.

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But months passed with disappointment and when we still weren’t pregnant by August 2013, we decided to book an appointment at a local fertility clinic.

We began a course of IVF treatment in November but our excitement soon gave way to crushing disappointment. It hadn’t worked. ‘I’ll never be a mum,’ I sobbed to Ryan. Meanwhile, our friends were falling pregnant in a matter of months and while I was happy for them, every announcement made my heart ache.

This story is from the August 29, 2022 edition of WOMAN'S OWN.

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