Kinky games with his girls are over

I WANT TO FEEL NORMAL

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I'M being replaced because I'm no longer prepared to play my boyfriend's kinky games.

When we first got together he encouraged me to kiss and caress other women. He loved watching us get naked.

He urged me to invite friends over and he'd film us making out. We'd inevitably end up in a tangle of sweaty limbs.

Cool

Being with two or three at a time made him feel powerful. My friends (most of whom were broke) were happy to be given a fistful of fivers the next morning by way of thanks.

I was drinking a lot back then and considered myself cool and edgy. Our pad was known as the House Of Fun because there was always free booze, loud music and treats on hand.