FROM the age of 14, I learned that to have anything in life you have to go out there and get it yourself. I was very beautiful and intelligent. The problem is that many men wanted to be with me because of my beauty. I knew from an early age that I could get almost any man I wanted. &nbsp; MEN USED MONEY TO GET ME &nbsp; To make sure that I accepted their proposals, many men would flash money in front of me and that&#39;s when I realised that men with money were my ticket to a good life. I then started to date multiple men who showed me a good time. &nbsp; They would take me out to fancy restaurants and buy me beautiful things like designer clothes, cellphones and almost anything I wanted. &nbsp; They promised me heaven and earth and most of the time they delivered, so this made me ignore the fact that I knew what I was doing was wrong. &nbsp; FEELING WORTHLESS &nbsp; The down side of my lifestyle is that not even one of these men let me slip away without having me in their bed. Even when I refused to sleep with them, they would force themselves on me. &nbsp; I still kept contact with these men after each of these horrible sex episodes. I loved money too much and after the rapes, they all continued spoiling me with gifts and giving me money. I started feeling worthless and lost my dignity because I always gave away my body for money and I didn&rsquo;t know how to stop. &nbsp; FACING REALITY &nbsp; I&nbsp;soon started feeling very depressed and would burst into tears whenever I was alone. I had nightmares and I didn&rsquo;t receive any counselling. &nbsp; I don&rsquo;t know how to forgive myself for falling into this trap of promiscuity without realising it. I thought I was just playing a game but I was being played. That&#39;s not the life I wanted for myself.

'I Had Sex For Money'

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