LIONESS Beth Mead has revealed her first crush was on former England WAG Cheryl.
The football ace, 27, said she struggled to understand her feelings for the pop star as a teen.
But she admits the Girls Aloud singer and X Factor judge was very "special" to her.
In her biography, Lioness: My Journey To Glory, Beth writes: "I probably should have realised that I was gay a little bit sooner than I did. I was a big Girls Aloud fan, but Cheryl was special to me.
"Back then, I thought she was just someone I looked up to, someone to be interested in outside of football. I liked her music, her clothes, her whole vibe.
"Was it a crush? Was it sexual awakening? Was it just a phase? It's hard to know.
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